Let's get the Ball Rolling
Posted by on Friday, November 18, 2011
"Ask
yourself what makes you come alive, and then go and do that." So what are
you waiting for?
I've always been a dreamer but pursuing those dreams was a whole other kettle of fish.
The fear that my passion far outweighed any talent I had was overwhelming.
Whether or not that's true, I realised it wasn't the point.
There were a million reasons I decided to chase my dreams so for now I’ll just start with one of them.
After being diagnosed with anxiety disorder, I realised I had been living in a state of existence, not life, for the past couple of years.
I remember my sister saying to me, “You are living your life now…right at this moment. Don’t wait for it to start, it already has.”
Wow! That hit me like a mac truck.
An obvious statement? True. But how many people really stop to think about that.
I’m willing to bet it’s not too many.
So I added that reality to my ever-expanding confidence file and applied for uni.
Limited to external study for mummy reasons, I enrolled in the closest course I could find to what I wanted – Bachelor of Arts.
I have always wanted to be a writer and to work in the film industry and while film is a difficult course to find in the external realm, I am taking whatever route I need to to reach my goals.
I graduated with a Diploma of Arts when I found a course which better suited what I was looking for and changed over to a Bachelor of Media (some internal study required but that is doable).
I got a job as a journalist at the local newspaper and have also completed a Diploma of Photography (thirst quenched).
The pursuit of dreams is not glamorous and sometimes is much less than fun but I love it.
I love it because it’s mine. I love it because one impactful sentence far outweighs the thousand words I wrote and erased for literary inadequacy.
The road is long and it’s hard work balancing all my duties as student, mum and journalist but I do it because it makes me happy and I know I can.
There are those who say stop dreaming and face reality, but I choose to keep dreaming and make reality.
What’s your reality?
I've always been a dreamer but pursuing those dreams was a whole other kettle of fish.
The fear that my passion far outweighed any talent I had was overwhelming.
Whether or not that's true, I realised it wasn't the point.
There were a million reasons I decided to chase my dreams so for now I’ll just start with one of them.
After being diagnosed with anxiety disorder, I realised I had been living in a state of existence, not life, for the past couple of years.
I remember my sister saying to me, “You are living your life now…right at this moment. Don’t wait for it to start, it already has.”
Wow! That hit me like a mac truck.
An obvious statement? True. But how many people really stop to think about that.
I’m willing to bet it’s not too many.
So I added that reality to my ever-expanding confidence file and applied for uni.
Limited to external study for mummy reasons, I enrolled in the closest course I could find to what I wanted – Bachelor of Arts.
I have always wanted to be a writer and to work in the film industry and while film is a difficult course to find in the external realm, I am taking whatever route I need to to reach my goals.
I graduated with a Diploma of Arts when I found a course which better suited what I was looking for and changed over to a Bachelor of Media (some internal study required but that is doable).
I got a job as a journalist at the local newspaper and have also completed a Diploma of Photography (thirst quenched).
The pursuit of dreams is not glamorous and sometimes is much less than fun but I love it.
I love it because it’s mine. I love it because one impactful sentence far outweighs the thousand words I wrote and erased for literary inadequacy.
The road is long and it’s hard work balancing all my duties as student, mum and journalist but I do it because it makes me happy and I know I can.
There are those who say stop dreaming and face reality, but I choose to keep dreaming and make reality.
What’s your reality?
Reach up, your star is shining.
